I Love a Lovely Mess

There are some things so destructive they cannot be stopped. So the end comes... soft, sweet eventual. Until then, I am here, in the night, in a corner, waiting. If you join me, I won't bite until told.

  • Some Dogs Need the Leash

    • 12 Mar 2011
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    Some dogs need the leash.
    That taught line,
    pulling the neck,
    saves the brute from
    flinging himself,
    headlong,
    into a fracas,
    into traffic,
    into the ass of another dog
    obediantly trotting along,
    blissfully unaware
    that too much freedom
    hurts almost as much
    as none at all.
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  • End of the Line

    • 17 Jan 2011
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    I know where I'll be getting off.
    I wonder if you know too?

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  • Lessons From Mexico

    • 20 Dec 2010
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  • Reflections While on Hold

    • 28 Nov 2010
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    Speaking with a woman on the phone, he would begin to imagine, in her voice, the way she smelled: the vanilla scent of Oki Hirashimo, the fade of mothballs and lemons from the old woman with the last name Zuro. A desperately hazy image blossomed and sharpened as his nostrils tasted the phantom scents.

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  • Would That Life Were Equally Indellible

    • 27 Nov 2010
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    It isn't so much that one cannot erase,
    but that when one puts rubber to paper,
    to turn a phrase,
    the paper fights back.

    And where a ruled page leaves ghostly misgivings,
    smeared, smudged but basically
    forgotten,
    history leaves nothing behind.

    It carries in a satchel
    all that it knows,
    waiting.

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  • This, I Expect, Was an Accident

    • 23 Dec 2009
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    It took me a while to figure it out,
    you know.

    But once I did,
    I let it lie.

    I'm an easy one on
    forgiving.

    I hoped it would go away.

    But there it was,
    one day.

    Staring me in the face
    when I asked if I could check my messages.

    Was that on purpose?

    Contemporary psychology would have me
    bet yes.

    But I don't think so.

    That's the optimist in me,
    I guess.

    The optimist isn't home right now though,
    so it's harder,
    right now.

    What's interesting?

    Your words were sweet,
    about him.

    My heart was crushed,
    but when I closed them,
    I was presented with the option
    to destroy them for good.

    I couldn't.

    Even in that moment,
    as always,
    I was protecting what was yours.

    I'm an easy one on
    forgiving.

    I let it lie,
    and hoped it would go away.

    I suppose it didn't after all,
    considering.

    This is only the second time I have told the truth,
    about a woman.

    The first was when I fell in love.

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  • The Wagon Didn't Move, I Did

    • 17 Nov 2009
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    It's begun again, again.

    And for now, I listen.

    No telling how long this will last.

    But as patterns go,
    this one is cut from the same cloth,
    and so will fall away,
    soon,
    scissors sweeping--
    snip,
    snip,
    snip.

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  • That Day I Took From Him My Good Name

    • 7 Dec 2007
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    I once stole from my father.

    I didn't take his money,
    or anything he owned.

    I robbed him of his trust in me,
    although he never knew.

    He hasn't missed it yet,
    as far as I can tell.

    He goes on the same,
    expecting that call at eleven.

    But every time I see him
    I see disappointment
    reflected back from his
    grey eyes.

    I put it there myself,
    expecting to be caught.

    What will he think,
    when he finds out?

    I'll never tell him
    exactly what it is I did.

    But he'll find out soon,
    regardless,
    when he passes into the dark.

    And one day,
    when I follow,
    he'll either forgive me
    or he won't.

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  • The Last I Ever Thought of You, Today

    • 31 Oct 2007
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    There were never any reasons I could give the rain
    to stop the endless pounding on my head;
    you with all your talcum spices, scents and marble scars
    found a way to sin the rain instead.

    Break the lamp, slow, babe.
    Break the light down, easy.
    Tear my heart out, soft, babe.

    I'm over you but still I feel the pain.

    Rolling down the broadest lane in traffic swept of all,
    fingers clutching tightly to a name,
    you were weighing deathly on the edge of what I'd done,
    scared that you could steal from me her flame.

    Turn the flaps up, slow, babe.
    Hang your nightgown, easy.
    Pour the wine out, gone, babe.

    You've changed but all I see is yesterday.

    Close the door now, wait, babe.
    Hush the hallway, easy.
    Pull the shade down, all the way.

    I wouldn't trade today for yesterday.

    I would not give you back your yesterday.

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  • Stop Shouting

    • 23 Oct 2007
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    I'm not saying
    I have the answer to everything,
    I just seem to fix
    all the problems you bring me,
    day in and day out.

    Does that make me strong,
    or you weak?

    Or do we dance a paradigm,
    like a venus fly trap
    and its prey?

    In this moment,
    who is getting eaten?

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    This is not the end.

    No more so than it is the beginning.
    There is a middle ground, a road you know from sleep.

    Do not tarry,
    the darkness eats the weak.

    Good Luck

    You will not be able to find me.
    This is not by design, but by chance.

    E.C.


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